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AzureSkies

The Life of an Artist>>

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The Artist. What makes one an Artist?>>

How you experience things>>

Colors, symbols, shapes, ideas, imagination, sound>>

All are involved.>>

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The great ancient civilizations used symbols and images to communicate>>

So, Art has been with us all along>>

A way of communicating. The ethereal>>

Or maybe just the real>>

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What sparks our minds>>

Needing to share an idea,>>

A feeling,>>

A sound>>

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Symbols, they trigger us in deeper ways>>

Than simple words>>

Add a rhyme in word or sound or feeling>>

Like I’m doing here.>>

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There’s so much to know that way>>

So much to share, that is,>>

Intangible>>

Yes, an artist>>

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Its not what we do>>

Its who we are>>

Creators, individuals,>>

Passion. Spirituality>>

All are involved>>

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Our lives are stories our images>>

Maps to the unknown>>

Deep nether reaches of the end of the earth>>

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Yes, the life of an artist.>>

Come view my stories>>

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AzureSkies

I often have lots of deep thoughts>>

Especially after a very emotional event>>

Today I have a few emotional events>>

Two from yesterday that were upsetting>>

And affect me today>>

One that will affect me tomorrow>>

Today>>

The meridian line>>

What will it be like today>>

What will it bring>>

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Thoughts running through my head>>

This is why I don’t work>>

Too much stress>>

Throws me for a loop>>

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I need to walk Princess>>

That calms me >>

Helps us bond>>

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AzureSkies

Fair warning some subjective material infered



Screaming inside>>

Frustration>>

Emptiness>>

Am I all alone>>

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I have no one to talk to >>

I’m so mixed up>>

So many feelings I can’t sleep>>

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Noises outside>>

Barking dogs then quiet, watching, waiting,>>

Fear palpable like a knife>>

Cutting deep in my heart>>

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I need a gun>>

Resolve to get a gun>>

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Quiet sleepy street>>

All gone. No cops called>>

Was a thought I had.>>

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Daddy, where are you?>>

Your away so, >>

I’m on my own>>

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I’ve always been on my own>>

I can handle it>>

I don’t really need anyone>>

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But fear, mixed messages today.>>

Blame on me>>

It’s not my fault>>

Why is the abused always to blame>>

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They trick us. Mindfuck us>>

We want to believe we can be close>>

Yeah right, only if you take the blame>>

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Say you’re sorry>>

I’m not. I’m hurt>>

I was the one that was mistreated>>

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My enemies don’t care>>

There life fell apart.>>

Mine was apart when I was with them>>

It’s over now>>

No turning back.>>

Never again>>

Judgement>>

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AzureSkies

My Model>>

I grew to love you, admire you>>

Respect you>>

I was amazed at your leadership>>

Amazed at your peace>>

Amazed at your magick>>

I wanted to be just like you>>

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I worked hard came to an >>

Understanding my life purpose was set.>>

Every day striving>>

Then ….>>

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Boom! Crash! Boom!>>

Down you went>>

Down, Down, Down>>

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The sound was deafening>>

With my ears ringing I turned>>

Saw you broken, hurting>>

But You didn’t go there I put you there>>

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You were human all along>>

You had other qualities I did not know>>

Or maybe it wasn’t the qualities>>

It was the actions>>

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Yes, the actions>>

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AzureSkies

My Hero>>

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You warned me not to>>

Don’t, you said>>

Why didn’t I listen?>>

I thought I was wonder woman>>

It turns out my lasso>>

Of truth failed me>>

I didn’t even give you a chance to>>

Use your cape>>

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Forgive me>>

I didn’t wait for the reserves>>

I went in full bodied>>

No armor>>

No shields>>

Just me>>

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My strength knows no bounds>>

But there are chinks>>

Little fragile wedges>>

Flying by>>

Just tonight more than usual>>

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Your cape would have saved me>>

Why didn’t I listen>>

You tried but I was too brave>>

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Too foolhardy, you’d say>>